Invisible Sun

8 10 2006

I don’t want to spend the rest of my life
Looking at the barrel of an Armalite
I don’t want to spend the rest of my days
Keeping out of trouble like the soldiers say
I don’t want to spend my time in hell
Looking at the walls of a prison cell
I don’t ever want to play the part
Of a statistic on a government chart
–The Police, Invisible Sun

It’s two steps forward, two steps back. As always. Within the same time frame the members of Perverted Justice begin their racketeering against Rookiee and now apparently against the upstream providers of GirlChat and BoyChat’s servers, we discover one of the biggest self-appointed child advocates (Sadvocates) has been a hebephile all along. Funny how these things just seem to work out, isn’t it? These perverts try to silence one of us and a little bit later a heavy hitter on their side of things comes down with a bad case of foot-in-mouth-disease. ^_~

As many of you already know, Rookiee was duped into deleting his blog:

I pulled the blog last night because for a few minutes, after reading a very convincing email, someone told me it might be the right move to save myself. They seemed convinced that if I pull my blogs, my podcast, and everything else and just lay low for a few months, things would roll over and they’d forget who I am and simply let me be.

And while it’s certainly understandable his reasons for the actions, anyone going to the site of his former blog will now heading into enemy territory. Please remove his link from your blogs, websites bookmarks, and etc to avoid running into a potential IP entrapment scheme! Rookiee is currently in the midst of transcribing all his podcasts for so they can confirm with their legal department the allegations made by Perverted Justice (PeeJ) are indeed false. What will come after that is accomplished is unknown at this point (besides the resumption of Pedologues of course,) but I for one sincerely hope will consider launching a libel or defamation suit against the aggressors at PeeJ. Perhaps even a racketeering lawsuit…

Also happening is the attempt at PeeJ to attack the upstream provider for Epifora, which seems to have succeeded. True or not, chances are rather than closing permanently as they hope, the affected sites will simply move to a different upstream provider. Or to put it slightly differently and in terms the PeeJ and occasional AZhole member can understand:

Neener neener neener! We ain’t going nowhere!

Why am I so flippant about this? Because, I do not truly expect these actions to result in anything more than a temporary disruption in Epifora site services. I’m also thrilled because this latest action has shown to many of the appeasers there is no hope of appeasement. We have followed the AUP to the letter and are still being targeted. This also goes far in making clear to the interested bystander that Perverted Justice is an actual danger to children. They are trying to pull down one of the few sites I know of that bends over backwards to be legal. So strict on their interpretation of the rules it can be a bannable offense to link to something as mild as! is an adult site, fully legal and we are unallowed to link to it!

Believe it or not, by attempting to remove the Epifora sites Perverted Justice has ensured law enforcement will have a much harder time keeping an eye on the paedophiles who post, lurk and read those sites. Congratulations! You’re encouraging people to follow in Foley’s footsteps…

Foley’s Fulsome Follies

What to say about Mark Foley?

I wonder are they truly conflicted, or are they cynically hiding in plain sight?

JD420 has a nice intelligent post on the subject over at the Absolutely Nothing Unified Blog. It’s worth reading to see the history of these types of things and as a wake up call that many of those who bray loudest in our enemy’s camps are themselves what they claim to hate. I am dubious whenever I hear a prominent ‘Anti’ has been caught out doing the very things they profess to hate. I wonder these days, are they truly conflicted or are they cynically hiding in plain sight?

I honestly tend to waver on this one. While there are a few lucky paedophiles who claim to have never once questioned their sexuality, I have struggled with who and what I am. I think I’m stronger as a person for having done so because I know my own mind better than I would have without the stuggles I’ve been through. I can still recall being a little boy, reading news articles about child-murderers and feeling sick to my stomach, wondering if someday there would be another little boy sitting where I sat, reading the self same news articles, only seeing my name in the headlines? No one ever bothered to tell me there was a difference between a paedophile and a psychopath. There’s a reason for that– it’s because many people don’t themselves distinguish between the two –which simply adds to the tragedies that surround us.

I said adds tragedy, because while I think some of our opponents sincerely think they are doing what is best for children in their actions, they are sincerely wrong. If you bring up a generation of people who repress their sexuality from childhood to believe that paedophiles are ‘evil‘ then you cannot be surprised when you harvest a crop of monsters. The goal is laudable, but the implementation is flawed beyond belief!

We have encountered young teenagers (13 to 15) who, as part of their treatment, have been compelled to recite daily lay-outs or creeds including phrases such as “I am a pedophile and am not fit to live in human society…I can never be trusted…everything I say is a lie…I can never be cured.”
–Mark Chaffin & Barbara Bonner, Don’t Shoot, We’re Your Children: Have we gone too far in our response to adolescent sexual abusers and children with sexual problems?

And it is thanks those like Mark Foley who labored tirelessly in his role as a member of the United States government passing the legislation which will lead to even greater persecution of children. They deceive themselves and those they claim to represent when they declare they do these things under the guise of preventing future child molesters. Even the most cursory knowledge of basic psychology ought make obvious to even the oblivious their actions will have opposite results to what they intend!

Did Foley know what he was doing? Did he even care? Ah, here I am becoming cynical again– yet the question bears asking –did he know and if he did, did he care? Or was he too busy doing his best to blend in, desperately hiding within plain sight to think about those things? Are we supposed to pretend while Foley was hopping up and down screeching for everyone to ignore the man behind the curtain and lynch some more paedophiles, his heart was in the right place? Are we supposed to pretend he couldn’t spare a tick from tilting at windmills to attack the very real scourage of incest exemptions?

I am cynical, because I suspect Mark Foley didn’t care at all about those he hurt, and those his legacy will continue to hurt as the years go by. Just as there are others who continue to hurt children in the name of saving them. Others like Perverted Justice‘s Xavier Von Erck (real name “Phillip John Eide” of Portland, Oregon)…

“My goal is not to protect minors.” –Xavier von Erck

As Ella has already publicized on her blog a while back, Perverted Justice does not exist to protect minors, it exists to lynch paedophiles. Those performing as ‘human shields’ are not doing it to stand in for children, they do it for the perverted entertainment of their compatriots. As we have seen time and time again, the loudest voice in the room jabbing both fingers off to the corner scapegoat is doing so to hide their own ego-dystonic paedophilia.

We sit on a continuum, and operate somewhere within the three corners of a triangle– it really does seem to be the best way to visualize it –and how important control is to you dictates in which direction along the triangle you lean towards. The anti and the child molester aren’t really all that far apart from each other in all honesty; they both demand control of the child’s sexuality. The child molester wishes to seize control and make the child be sexual, whereas the anti wishes to seize that same control and force the child to be asexual. It is only the childlover who follows the lead of the child and seeks to hand the control of the child’s sexuality back to the own who owns it.

Once you see how people on all sides of the issue of child sexuality factor into the chart it becomes blindingly obvious why so often we discover those who rail the most against child sexuality are also the ones most likely to cross from one side to the other. It explains how ‘Markaba’ was able to become ‘Todd’ so swiftly. It explains how Phillip John Eide could become Xavier von Erck and spend hours and hours online in age-play, supposedly to combat the scourge of online paedophila, when in fact…

PeeJ himself seems to have some issues with underage girls and boys. If you were to do some investigation it becomes blindingly obvious the leaders at PeeJ have a double standard when it comes to child sexuality. They don’t seem to have any issues with placing minors into chat rooms and instigating ‘sexy chat’ with older men and women. It’s a real pot meet kettle situation, or perhaps just some old fashioned hypocrisy?

As per her many blog entries, she has obviously had a serious long-term affection for Xavier – One that obviously started long before her first posting on PJ. Her PJ avatar is contains the caption “Mrs. Von Erck”. An example from one of her blog postings:

“I had a dream about about AG and PA a few nights ago. It was very odd. For some reason I went to live with them and their townhouse was haunted by a guy man that died in a rubber dinosaur costume.”

(AG is Angry German AKA Xavier Von Erk, and PA is Phoebus Apollo, Xavier’s sidekick.)
–Corrupted, Is Sexually Exploiting Children?

“Mrs. Von Erck” was sixteen when she did her first ‘bust’ for Xavier at the original Perverted Justice, which began as an offshoot of his blog: Angry German. Reading the linked article will reveal there are many others, some even younger who have been involved in sexually explicit chat with older men for the entertainment of the Perverts at PeeJ’s site. Hiding in plain sight? Phillip John Eide seems to have gotten it down pat…

There has got to be…

The only problem is, we can do that too. And we would, many of us if it were not for how much we care for those children whose lives are being destroyed in the hysteria those like Phillip John Eide have built to use as a smokescreen. Don’t take my word for it, head over to the Ethical Treatment for All Youth site and see for yourself how many children are being used as grist for the mill in order to provide a smokescreen! Read about caes like the one that happened in Echo Glen Children’s Center! See what impact the laws Mark Foley rammed through in effort to protect himself, really have on the ones they protect!

The damage the hysteria causes doesn’t stop there though. It affects everyone, down the line. Just ask Mark Bronke, his wife and two children. Or Eric Haskett, who was unlucky enough to be renting the apartment of a former sex offender. Or the seven people unfortunate enough to live in an area near a sex offender who woke up one morning to discover their cars had been vandalized. Keep in mind also that many of the victims created by these types of discriminate attacks keep silent for fear of being targeted if they respond with anything other than ‘Rah Rah Rah! Kill those peterfiles!’

When do we decide the urge to punish has overcome the need to rehabilitate?

When will we be able to accept normal, healthy juvenile sexuality as not being abusive?

And when we realize what the true impact of our actions have been on the children of tomorrow, will we be able to repair the damage done?

And they’re only going to change this place
By killing everybody in the human race
They would kill me for a cigarette
But I don’t even wanna die just yet

There has to be an invisible sun
It gives its heat to everyone
There has to be an invisible sun
That gives us hope when the whole day’s done
–The Police, Invisible Sun


PS: Thanks to Cangee for allowing me to use his Child Sex Triangle to illustrate how much alike child molesters and antis truly are!



7 responses

9 10 2006

again, nobody cares. this is getting sad, ILGO. maybe you should just stop?

and next time, save yourself the embarrassment and familiarize yourself with Verizon’s TOS that clearly states-

12.3.3 Termination and/or Suspension by Verizon. Verizon may terminate the Service upon notice to you for any reason.

9 10 2006


again, nobody cares. this is getting sad, ILGO. maybe you should just stop?

Oh but I know people care rez, that’s why I keep posting. Even you care, else why would you be sure to comment all the time?

and next time, save yourself the embarrassment and familiarize yourself with Verizon’s TOS

Uh-uh-uh! That would be applicable, only you see….their contract was with MCI Canada. So Verizon has nothing to do with it. Me? I’m waiting for when Verizon tries to recoop some of the money they’re going to be wasting in this fight when MCI gets spanked for violation of contract by suing Perverted Justice for racketeering and stock market fraud!


11 10 2006
GL Meister

Nice post ILGO. This Epifora thing will ultimately make us stronger. I know I (and many others) only headed to the blogging world after Stacy Harp (I think) tried to get that Boy Love blog closed. Her actions probably single-handedly doubled the presence of Child Lovers in the blog world.

And Xavier… no doubt he will have his “Mark Foley” moment too. Not a matter of if, just when…–>

22 01 2007

Excellent post ILGO!

And your description of the chart is bang on! Exactly how I intended it. Thanks for illustrating my idea so well.

And in case you get discouraged by some of the above comments, keep in mind that for every bad comment, there are a whole lot of people reading this who agree with you, but don’t want to comment because they don’t want to give their E-mail address.


31 07 2009
ronald mcdonald

vad är det för nåt då. en sida med lite av oansvarig trösthet i tillvaron kanske.
hoppas det går att se någon klarhet i budskapen då..

31 07 2009
ronald mcdonald

vad sa du.. jaha..

31 07 2009
ronald mcdonald

i sat in a scrub room by myself johan..
noones there.. but a guard post too.
suddenly smthng comes of it then..

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